5 weeks marmee 5 weeks since I carried you into the chapel. The second your weight settled on my shoulder, it felt like you were giving me the most massive of hugs. I’m so lucky I got that last hug. I miss you so much. 7 weeks. It seems like yesterday I said goodbye, but also feels like an eternity of pain filled mornings when I realise over and over I can’t call you, an eternity of moments I’d have text, of moments with our boys that I haven’t been able to tell you about. An eternity of photos I can’t share with you. An eternity of not being able to come and visit you and cuddle you and tell you how much I love you. You carried me into this world. I am glad I was able to carry you out of it and I hope with all my heart that there are some comforts with you, wherever you are. I left you the ring I brought you, I hope you are wearing it and it brings you some comfort. The diamonds are like the boys. A whole lot of love in one little band of gold. I hope you can touch and feel us . I love you so very much my beautiful Marmee. My kindred spirit xxxxxxxxxxxx